life seems so bleak and difficult right now. what a difference a day or a new year makes!!! at the moment, none. there are times that u reach a dead end and u just don’t know how to deal with it. it’s like waking up every morning, realize that you’re still alive and you have to go through that whole day. same thing everyday. nothing to look forward to. sometimes people just don’t see our good intentions. that’s all. you just keep on doing what u’re doing. no giving up. that’s important at the moment…